Snow, Ottawa, Clubs,
Three promises broken like the camel's back,
I'm still young, I don't know how to act,
But it was for Nicholas, and the air was humid with heart warmed laughs,
His smile is my epitaph, all I need should I pass,
the test. And death, but time is the only one, I know I'll fail,
cause if I'm drunk swinging my hips,
the rhythm won't let me flail, fly like air mail,
and I'm hurting cause I'm lonely,
I live in epiphany, and top 40 misses me,
so when people say they miss me,
I smile, my life is history.
I'm humbled, say they want me round,
Still Samsara, still in the round,
and still dream of loves lost,
my heart is still free from the frost,
I bleed that lesson, still trying to pay back the cost,
and it's all about balance, just a fucking day off,
I was hard, I went soft,
I came back, certified, from a downtown Toronto loft,
Victoria's secret from a Dund ass,
Victoria's secret and I run fast,
Deep math, steep tasks, heat flash, no mask,
I get down like jacuzzi jets,
smothered in a deep bath,
and maybe I come on too strong,
but what's wrong, ding dong, put your pants on,
opportunities come along, get ready for the prom,
an ade, gators, power, lemon, and hater,
flavors are neighbours, the labour is major,
to become a saviour, you much touch the void,
and fill it with so much light, birds translate song from noise,
I just want to entertain you,
maybe introduce a plane or two, send you somewhere new,
where the beach takes the pain away, to go work at play,
I know the chosen are so few, but we're blessed like a-choo!
I wanna put you on the news, flash,
I swear these nights are lit in strobe lights,
And the days smile in rays, that looked at a certain way,
that serve up The Most High, like champagne on silver trays,
Let me help you sow the lining,
I've been busy designing, now is time for finding,
This path is so sexy and winding, I've picked up so many diamonds,
We must get to work shining,
Ask Raul and Sergio, ask TWrecks et Monsieur Gareau,
Rosemary, Alba, and Madeline,
ask my parents,
the kids are fine.
The revolution will not be televised, it has been internalized, see through the eternal eye,
the enterprise is twelve skies wide.
I got a good message, and I need to spread it,
the word is:
LOVE WINS
I won't let you forget it,
I need you to liiiiiiiiiiiiive,
I want your life electric,
so when we cross paths,
and the energy is connected,
I paint your aura in my heart,
and I know that you get it,
got it?
An exhibitionist is nothing but honest,
and I've submitted to the flow,
so never am I not on it, that's a promise,
conscious of my conscience,
I've given my heart dominion,
so when you see these wings bend,
know that I treat 7 billion the same as close friends,
I am human, and so I've been gifted with faults,
this hope is my undoing,
it withstands the daily assault,
so I'll stand with both legs in the soft sand of the fault,
and hold the wound together,
while the haters throw salt,
I give you full custody of your reality.
I'm the warranty, the mirror holder,
celebrator, love exposer,
and I will turn this music up.
And this love will take hold,
plucking that distant star,
carefully planting it,
then my friends,
everyone gets to nomnom on mangoes.
These words are but notes filtered through a young instrument.